“Life is too short to have regrets, live it how you want no matter what people say.”

ok. well i havent been on here in like forever. today i feel like venting. okay. well i learned alot in the past couple months. girls are annoying and guys suck. pretty much sums it up. my close friend has been through hell lately. people judge her before they get to know her. shes beautiful both inside and out. if you looked before you talked you would learn alot about a person. its like my mom always said. “never judge a book by its cover.” you may think you can tell what kind of person someone is by looking at them, but your most likely wrong. honestly, shes not the person you think she is. shes just like everyone else. shes not perfect, boys hurt her, her family life is rough, people say stuff. yeah everyone deals with that. including me. ive been called a slut, whore, bitch, ugly, fat, and the list goes on. yes ive cried myself to sleep, yes ive locked myself in my room for hours at a time. honestly this had made me a stronger person. i have learned to let people say what they want about me. i know who i am and thats all that matters. so honestly people. your not hurting me, your hurting yourself. talking about people just makes you an ugly person. im always there for my friends and i try to help them as best as i can, and sometimes when i need them the most, they bail. i have lost so many friends over the years but i have gained lifelong friends in the process. imm gonna talk about one person. shes prob gonna read this so here it goes. dont listen to what people say about you. your a beautiful person and your like my idol. you are one of the strongest people i know. you have been put through hell and you dont deserve that. you deserve much better. people have no right to say those things about you. i just hope you dont take those things to heart. i just wanna let you know, there are so many people who will be here for you no matter what, including me. your an amazing girl. dont ever change. well im gonna end this on a good note. if you have a best friend, or someone you admire, let them know and dont ever let them go. 

2. Who are you? In comparison to who you used to be. What made you change?

okay well i have changed alot over the past few months. i guess you could say i changed for the better. ive become more open to people and stopped being so shy because it always held me back from things. and i have learned to take risks and try new things. yeah i know some of the things i do might be stupid but its like everyone always says, you will never know until you try. i guess my friends made me change and the fact that i wanted my life to be more interesting and fun i guess. but im just glad i did change because i feel like my life has gotten so much better and it can only get better.

well today was actually pretty good. besides the fact i didn’t like my classes but hey school is school so i can’t complain. things went well. no drama. people were nice. i actually ad funn in school. wierd. i dont think i have ever said that. anyways…. i guess if i had to say something went wrong, i would say that i lost something in order to find out something that has been true for a long time and i just figured it out. but im not gonna get into that because im not in the mood to talk about it. but i mean i guess if it was my last day i would say i lived a good life. i mean yeah there are still sooo many things i want to do but i guess it hasn’t been too bad so far. lets just hope it only gets better from here <3

1. What happened today? If it was the last day of your life, how satisfied would you be with your final hours?

2. Who are you? In comparison to who you used to be. What made you change?

3. Where have you been spending your time lately? Three/Five/Ten years ago would you have expected to be there?

4. What do you think it means to be in love?

5. Pick a song that projects the same mood as your day or week and explain.

6. Talk about a recent experience that has effected you greatly and how.

7. Think of the last person you hugged. What would you do if they vanished completely?

8. Write about the first moment that comes to your head when you read the words “childhood memory”

9. Where do you see yourself in 10 years?

10. Did you have a good day or a bad day? Where do you think that defining line was?

11. Do you feel protective over someone?

12. If you could trade places with anyone for one week, who would it be and why?

13. Where do you see your best friend in 10 years?

14. When you are stressed, what can you use as an outlet? Why do you think it helps you?

15. What do you believe in? And not just God or atheism.

16. What are you passionate about?

17. Who was the last person you kissed? (If you are still with them now, pick the person before them.) What would they say if they saw you now?

18. Talk about your extended family. Why do you think they are the way they are?

19. If you could be anywhere in the world, but you had to be there for a certain cause, where would you be and why?

20. Again, pick a song that projects the mood of your week or day.

21. Look back. Why did you choose this challenge? Do you think it says anything about you?

22. How do you think people see you? Be a little negative and a little positive.

23. Explain your life plan for the next month, then the next year, then three years, then five years.

24. Are you more social or independent? Why do you think that is?

25. What do you think it means to be a good parent?

26. Talk about a moment where you were truly happy. What was happening? Who were you with?

27. Is there a friend you are worried about? Why do they have you concerned? Do you think they’ll be okay?

28. Would you rather someone tell you the truth up front but gently, or be lied to to spare your feelings?

29. If you could be doing the same things you do now, only in your own way, how would a normal day in your life go?

30. Look back on this last month and talk about it.