my lifeee

the story of breanna

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my life as i know it <3

love

alright so lets start off with the easy stuff. the names breanna mccrone. day to remember is may 18th. im a cheerleader and this is my 7th year doing it. yeah i know, many people dont like cheerlearders because we are “ditzy little hoes” but honestly thats not true. if could meet some of the people i have met over the years, you would be amazed how sweet and amazing they are. and many people dont think we are smart. well i for one am a freshman who is in algebra 2. now if thats not smart then alright whatever. yess, im a nerd but i proud of it. i dont care what other people think. im just me and im not trying to impress anyone. im over that. but anywayss…. i have made friends and lost friends over the years and things have been tough. ive been through my ups and downs with people but i have to say my life isnt all that bad. but back to the basics, im 14, short, brown hair, brown eyes, kinda tan i guess. i have many best friends. but there is one who has been there for me through everything. she has never left my side and we stick together through thick and thin. i love her to death and im pretty sure she knows that, if not well she should.

alright harder stuff, boys. hmmm how to start this. lets say “boys, cant live with them, cant live without them.” pretty much sums it up. well guys lie, cheat, break hearts, and think its funny. newsflash, its not funny it only hurts the ones you love. oh and it makes you look like a total douche bag to everyone who knows you. yes i understand they wanna act all cool and be like their friends but really, if you have to go and hurt a girls feelings and play games with her heart just to impress your friends, you seriously need to go find some better friends. in my perfect world guys would be sweet, caring, call you beautiful, be with you when you cry, show you off to their friends, hang out with you alot, call you even when you are sad, hold you tight to make you feel better, act the same around his friends, say he loves you and means it, doesnt play games with your heart, loves you for who you are, wants to be with you, would never hurt you in any way whatso ever, but no, there is no such thing. if there is a guy out there who is like that, oh please let me know. now im not saying all guys are a-holes, there are some out there who are the sweetest things ever but most are looking for a good relationship. thats all i ask for. a good relationship. why is that so hard? ive had so many problems with guys. they call me, text me, make me feel like im a princess, give me butterflies, oh but then it all ends. and guess who gets hurt? me. ive cried over guys too many times before and im sick of it. i dont want to put myself into a situation when i know i will just get hurt. to all the girls out there: dont let any guy treat you like crap. i dont care how hot, sweet, or nice he may be to you. if he treats you like dirt, leave. dont put yourself through that. nobody deserves that. all guys want to do is hurt you. why? i wish i knew? is it funny? cuz i personally find it hurtful. yeah i know. i havent had a boyfriend in awhile but there is a reason for that. im not putting myself into a relationship unless i know it will work and i will be happy. thats about it. whenever i see one of my friends get screwed over by a guy it makes me wanna cry. i know nothing has happened to me personally but i get hurt just as bad. so advice to any guys who wanna mess with my friends. dont. ill beat your butt. i could go on and on about this but im not gonna.

next topic: drama. alright really. who likes drama? first of all its stupid and second, it only makes that person look bad. who has the time to thing of lies about someone and spread it around. you must honestly have no life if you feel like thats what you have to do to get somebody to know you. oh and trust me they will know you, not inĀ  a good way. you will forever be known as the girl who starts all the drams. spreading rumors about people is rude and hurtful. it hurts the people that the rumor is about and its rude to make someone look bad like that. i have had my fair share of rumors about me and its not that easy to get people to believe you that certain things aren’t true. its actually one of the hardest things i have ever had to try and do. a person must be very insecure about themselves to go ahead and say stupid stuff about other people. and most of the drama is stupid. some of it even makes me laugh. oh the things people come up with these days. like really why would you make up something so stupid and expect people to believe it. chances are, no one is going to. why is it that highschool has to be full of drama, cant everyone just get along? apparently not.

Labels: alright seriously people. dont use labels. “goth, popular, losers, nerds, band geeks… etc” come on. grow up. dont call someone something unless you actually know them. who knows you might think someone is a loser then get to know them and end up being best friends with them, ever thought of that? first off, goth people. alright dont hate on them just because they are different. they chose to be like that and its cool. everyone has the right to express themselves freely. im perfectly fine with it. i believe in the whole ” whatever floats your boat” phrase. i think its true. okk next popular people. typical and most famous label. tell me… who are popular people exactly? football players? cheerleaders? preps? who? everyone thinks differently about popular people. what exactly is so exciting about being popular. yeah i get it you know alot of people. but really.. labeling yourself is about the stupidest thing you can do. i for one am not popular and it doesnt bug me at all. i love my friends and i am perfectly fine with the way my life is. people who label themselves really make me angry. losers. what are losers? never heard of it. im a loser. your a loser. we are all losers. you might not think you are but i bet you to someone else, they think you are. everyone is a loser so just face it. so dont go and label a certain group of people as losers because they might be one of the coolest people you know, or even better, one of them might be your president some day and you will regret saying that about them. nerds. hmmm…. i consider them smart. not nerds. everyone is smart, does that make everyone a nerd? i dont know. i think it does. there isnt really anything about nerds that is different then everyone else. maybe they just care about their grades more than other people do. but on the inside everyone is the same. we all have a heart and when people hear that about them, it hurts, alot. band geeks. people in band in my opinion are cool .power to them for wanting to be in the band. i know i would never be able to d it. they just have a talent that they want to express by being in the band so let them express i how they want. no need to make fun of them or say hurtful things. ohhh labels how you make me rant.

welll there are alot of other topics i could easily talk about right now but im not going to. maybe later but for now….. goodnight and i love you <3